I made the mistake of getting on Neopets today. I don't need to do that again for awhile. I wasted hours today for nothing. The games aren't that fun. Well, I won't say never, but I need to pick out a few games that are fun and stick with those. I mean, that should be the point of games, right?
Cassandra called this evening sounding positively wretched. Heh heh. Well, I'm not happy that she's miserable, just happy that I'm right. She got over it when I talked to her. Since I didn't buy into the sobbing too much, she thought the better of coming home. I told her she could, and that it would probably be for the best, but I told her she would have to cooperate and not jerk us around in a few weeks when she decides she'll be happier with Mark again. It's funny in a sad way. She said Mark isn't working and doesn't love her because he'd rather get stoned or drunk. She's the only one working, so I guess she's supporting him. It's nice to be right. I hope she'll learn a lot from this, but I still think she has a long way to go.
I've eaten too much again. I guess the stress got to be a little too much today. Sorry excuse, I know. Maybe if I just wait to eat until afternoon. I tried that when I first started, and it seemed to work. That and if I could stick to mostly foods in the more natural state. I'll just have to keep working on it.
I truly feel like crying tonight. I've been feeling this coming on for awhile. I haven't really cried since Mother's Day, or sometime thereabouts. I'm not a big crier. It hurts so bad, is embarrassing, and messy. I hardly ever indulge in it. It's kind of how I feel about puking, too. Maybe I'm eating to keep from crying. That would make sense.
Well, I'm going to get ready for bed and read. I'll be back...
Posted by 2Flower at September 26, 2003 11:14 PM | TrackBack